I was made to keep your body warm,
But I’m cold as the wind blows,
So hold me in your arms…

I have mixed emotions. Definitely love them on the show, they NEEEEDDD to be together, but not in real life. Obviously I still have a chance with Ian Somerhalder, but not if I’m competing with the flawless Nina Dobrev. lol


Just an ordinary man
Thrown into a life I didn’t plan
Suddenly my world has changed
I’m unprepared to make my way
My resolve is growing weak
So unsure of who I’m supposed to be
The one who takes the noble path
Or the one who wants what he can never have
And I’m hardly the hero
This is the only thing I know to do
To make it through
But I need you to believe
That beneath this bravado
I’d still give anything to have a chance
To get you back
And I’m hardly a hero for that
Exuberant and terrified
Every time I look into your eyes
But I can’t entertain the thought
Cuz we both know I’m not the man you thought I was
And I’m hardly the hero
This is the only thing I know to do
To make it through
But I need you to believe
That beneath this bravado
I’d still give anything to have a chance
To get you back
And I’m hardly a hero for that
The ones I love will always be
The ones who pay the price
And so I set aside my dreams
To do the thing that’s right
And keep it all inside
And I’m hardly the hero
This is the only thing I know to do
To make it through
But I need you to believe
That beneath this bravado
I’d still give anything to have a chance
To love again
And I’m hardly the hero for that
Yeah I’m hardly a hero

I should go
Before my will gets any weaker
And my eyes begin to linger
Longer than they should
I should go
Before I lose my sense of reason
And this hour holds more meaning
Than it ever could
I should go
I adore Kevin Williamson. At the beginning of the series, I really couldn’t stand Damon. He was gorgeous, of course, but he was a selfish asshole. I would NEVER have wanted this kiss to happen, because Stefan was loving, caring, and selfless, perfect for Elena. The only thing I would see from this had Damon not changed at all would be a pity kiss. I’d think “aw, how sad”.
He did the same thing during “Dawson’s Creek”. I could not possibly have cared less about Pacey in the beginning of the season. He was just the goofy best friend. But halfway through the second season, he was it for me.
The more we learn about Damon, the more I fall in love with his character. I think that at some point in our lives, we all know what it feels like to just feel too much. Had we had the option to turn it off and feel nothing, I bet a majority of us would have done so. Damon was so tired of always being second (or worse) to everyone that he thought the best thing to do was to not care. Only he couldn’t. He still cared, whether he wanted to or not and it made him sad and angry. And because of that, he lashed out constantly while Stefan got what he wanted.
During the second season, he started to see that he couldn’t continue to live his life that way once people started giving a damn.
This moment in the season finale was beautiful and I can’t wait to see what happens. It was perfect.